I should not be thinking about you
But I find when I’m not thinking about you
I’m thinking about thinking about you
Sometimes it feels like I am not even breathing 
Like I am not even here

Sometimes I could use a drink
Sometimes I could use a huge drink
Sometimes I could use just a small drink
Sometimes I think a drink would be the most wonderful thing

Look at me now I’m jogging
Look at me now I pray while I jog
Look at me now I feel like shit
Look at me now I’m calling all my old boyfriends

A little whiskey
In a little glass
Everything else is meaningless
Sometimes it feels like I am not even breathing 
Like I’m not even here